As the time comes to a close. . .

V_V its almost 1 month till moving day. I'm getting a bit nervous, but I'm still excited about this move. We are now packing up in most of our free time. All the memories... We have also been eating mostly fast food recently >_< I'm so sick of it now, but we can't really stock up our kitchen with food now. We have also been making lists of what goes with us. I already know I'm taking 3 boxes. 1 Is something that I will never leave behind. Its my baby blanket that has some good memories to it. Another is of course books,oh the wonders of books. The other box is filled with odds and ends... maybe it will just be filled with a few bears that mean something to me. We have also decided to store all the VHS tapes we have at the house. Taking our selection of DVDs will be our main sanity keeper there. . . but I know we will mostly watch Tremors 1-4, signs, The Birds, Saw 1-3 the most. My games are of course going, as they will help when I'm home alone. This computer will be going, along with so many disks. We would like to take the big cat perch here. We will be taking a lawn chair, although made of metal, its very nice to sit on. We are leaving the big tv here, as its about shot, and taking a much smaller TV. My eyes are soar already. . . Here I go rambling about random stuff again. I tell ya I need to stop going off and rambling on stuff like that. Well that does it for this blog session, hope to write to you all again soon.

Wondering mind

Well my mind is wondering all around again. To be honest I had no idea I had a mind, but any way, lets get started. The first thing my mind is wondering on about has to do with my website. Its about game and all that, but there is a limit to what it can host. Currently the game pages load extremely slow. I can speed it up, but every action has some problems. I could do nothing about it, but the current loading problems would still be there, I could take out the problem, but people would not be able to rate or give their opinions about the games, and the final thing I can do is create a forum, and make a topic for each game. I can't add more pages, as the current provider only allows 20 pages. Around 14 of them are taken up, and I can add a few more pages which is not enough in the long run. I hate indecisive minds.

The next question on my mind is mainly this: What was I going to ask?

Well as my mind trys tofigure out the answer, its happy to know a few things. The first being the first timeline of moving is extended by about 1 month. We will move move at the END of march. The next thing is some of my favorite games are still being made.

I know many of these things are trivial, but to me they either make or break my minds concentration.

Well untill next post, so long readers.

Torture is knowing

Recently I have had only 1 thing on my mind. That this is the move which will be happening in around 1 month. I'm moving with my mother, on only a paycheck and taxes. I am honestly scared of going into the unknown area, but what must be done will be done. From what I figure the move will act like this:

All of February - Packing stuff, and deciding what stays or goes.
Sometime in march: We head off on the aprox. 17 hour drive.
1 ~ 9 hours of drive: Making small pit stops for the two cats, and our selves.
10 ~ 14 hours of driving: we stop for the night, exhausted. Hopefully there will be internet connection so I can talk to friends.

Outcome 1:
11 ~ 17 to 14 ~17 hours of driving: We finally reach our destination. Exhausted, we look at the sights as we find out way to our new home.

A hour later: We finally made it there. We brought the cats inside, along with many of the boxes we have brought with us. We go back out and bring in the rest of the items. After resting for a few minutes (or hours) we start to unpack. Being exhausted we go to bed early.

Outcome 2
11 ~ 17 to 14 ~ 17 hours of driving: we finally reach our destination. We go to a local hotel (maybe motel,) and get a room. We then leave and search for a new living courters. We go to bed early.


Next Day: We find a apartment. We move the items in, and start to unpack. After a few hours of unpacking, we go out and explore the new city, looking for possible jobs.

And thats all I can guess without going all out on all odds.

Currently the worst part of the move is knowing its so close. Its been affecting everything about me, including my mood, my gaming habits, and my silence. Honestly as I stated above, I'm scared. I'll be leaving my brother, who I love dearly, here in this boring dump of a town.

Well heres hoping for the best.